FLR & BDSM

  Ok this may be long winded.  I have learned that I enjoy this life until something goes wrong.  I think my nature is when something goes awry that I can get a bull dog mentality. Which is exact opposite of what a sub does, so if I am to be subservient to my queen that trait needs to change.  So we made sort of a agreement. Now I agreed to the terms of said agreement. Then towards the end of the thar first week found she was hold to agreement. In turn that made me sour to the prospect. Does the queen have the right to change her mind on the agreement and just not say anything 🤔. If so is it out of line for the sub to decide that said Queen isn't fulfilling agreement and decide to rebel in some way.  I believe that if I as a sub fail to fulfill up to the requirements in said agreement that punishment will be issued. Any punishment that the queen sees fit. What is protocol if the queen doesn't meet the requirement set in the agreement?  Does it null and voi...

 Well our first hiccup and not sure how this will turn out. I made a comment that pissed off the Queen. She verbally attack me and I responded. Then I remembered our agreement and I back off and walked away. She is the dominant I am the sub. I felt I made my case clear and walked away.  Later I went to said I was sorry and truly meant it.  She was leaving but I got a text and it said so much for FLR. Like she was done with it. I stated I felt I stay with in the our contract but she didn’t.  I have seen her eye rolls and being reluctant to engage. So I had planned to take sex  off the table for whole month of June. But I never got the chance to bring it before she was pissed off and in turn attacked me and initially I wanted to attack back but back off. So I explained the this experiment didn’t work and that we will move on. She said she was fine. Then she admitted she was good for this to be over.   We have company coming tomorrow and they are nosey enough ...